I want to say something about grieving but it is too new to say anything that would make sense. My grandmother’s passing has hit me harder than I thought it would. I spent most of Friday sleeping and feeling heavy. Most of the weekend has been very quiet. Just hanging out in hanging out clothes. Lots of quiet.

Today I got myself out and ready. Putting my toes in the water always soothes me. Going to a celebration meeting tonight, which feels good and right. And going back for her memorial next week. Celebrating life and living it is really the best response I can think of to life’s losses. So, yes, let’s live. Let the aliveness of our beings be what matters.

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